Some of the entries seem for most people like they where randomly created. Under the tab Guided Journeys you can see how the mental process goes for a whole psychedelic journey. But some of these entries under this tab are just extracts of some journeys. One thing that is important to know is that the published date is not always the date that the entry was created. Sometimes I save things and later on decide if they can go on the site or not. I don't have a specific criteria for posting these things, I just go with my feeling and some of the entries are reoccurring experiences not only for me, but for Psychonauts in general. So, I post these things also as This entry was created when Ego depletion was at a low. Since I found out about the existence of Ego depletion, or creation of Ego's, or even the feeling of dying of Ego's, I have found myself in some instances where I experienced this phenomenon. And this entry is an example of Ego depletion, where the Ego is exhausted in a journey and wants to stop his activity, or wants to create another "Ego" to continue the work that has been started.
This is a very tiring and confusing face in a psychedelic journey. Tip for people that are experiencing this is to just let it be and let it go. For people in the company of someone experiencing this, letting the person have this experience is the best way to react in such a situation. Consoling or trying to get the energy back will only exhaust and confuse the person furthermore.
For more information you can google these concepts or to start you can check ->
http://216.22.10.76/wiki/Ego_Depletion
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This is the End for now.
I stopped creating, because I have put everything I know now for sure out there. It's all out in the internet jungle. Make books, write poetry, make films and videos. Games and board games, stripboeken en comics, animee, naughty things, scary things, whatever you want.
Be creative, but don't come tell me what you did. I don't care, let me see for myself. Feel when I want to be bothered and respect it when I don't wan to do what you want me to do.
For this time, I will never kill again. That I also stop with (for now!).
Let's enjoy this life in my reality, for now. I haven't decided yet.
A take all my time. Don't worry, I can take care of Myself!
Love you all!
Alvin Siegfried Leito, MSc-kwadraat
The end.
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