Explanation:
Some of the entries seem for most people like they where randomly created. Under the tab Guided Journeys you can see how the mental process goes for a whole psychedelic journey. But some of these entries under this tab are just extracts of some journeys. One thing that is important to know is that the published date is not always the date that the entry was created. Sometimes I save things and later on decide if they can go on the site or not. I don't have a specific criteria for posting these things, I just go with my feeling and some of the entries are reoccurring experiences not only for me, but for Psychonauts in general. So, I post these things also as materials for comparing psychedelic journeys.
These are the words that confused a lot of therapists, because they may easily be interpreted as being manic ( http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Mania ) or they can be interpreted as losing reality. The latter one is off course true, because for this reality that we live in, this sounds weird or crazy, but this just comes from the creativity of the mind, but most important it comes with childhood memories, but also shows the beautiful things I see in nature. Now I can't describe the work of a bee like I did in this entry, but I do admire nature and in this journey it shows. One more important thing that comes from this entry is the noticeable projection of the believes of others in me. This is something that has bothered me for a while, because there are a lot of people that wanted different things from me and also expected different things from me. And in some entries I can see back the projection and rejection of these believes. This entry is one of my favorites, just because of the description of the bee's :p
Why I called it story of psychosis 1, I really don't know. One thing I know is that I am really amazed of how society and actually most of the people I know is scared of the unknown and of mental illnesses. In my neighborhood where I grew up there where to persons that where schizophrenic / psychotic and I remember how I could not understand why everybody where afraid of talking to them. One of them lived a lone and the other person lived with his family, but in a separate house. With the last person I remember that I had a lot of talks with him when I was I child. And in some of the entries I "see' him back.
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All of what I am telling you right now comes from thoughts that I have created when I was a child. From childhood I was a gatherer! I am a collector of things. I am the one that creates and keeps everything he makes in his head. That's why I know everything, but sometimes just for fun and just to have a nice conversation with you, I play dumb. And the most funny thing is, you actually fall every time for it. As bees to honey, which is the product bees can't keep their tongue to it. They lick the whole thing like they are getting an orgasm. The licking of the honey is the most sensual thing in the Universe! Go watch a bee make love to a flower. You will melt.
I promise you that, that that is what I see when I see a bee sucking pollen and honey out of flowers and that's how I also know how to go down on everybody, because I am the master liquor maker of this century of time. I am the alchemist.
Welcome to my world, my friends. This is my reality!
I am not flying. I am just higher than you all. And I will never let anybody that can read this fly higher than me! Because I am Your Majesty! Alvin Siegfried Leito 1st
@ 5 years old when he told me that I could be this and that at the same time! I just have to believe it! So now I do.
Alvin
Some of the entries seem for most people like they where randomly created. Under the tab Guided Journeys you can see how the mental process goes for a whole psychedelic journey. But some of these entries under this tab are just extracts of some journeys. One thing that is important to know is that the published date is not always the date that the entry was created. Sometimes I save things and later on decide if they can go on the site or not. I don't have a specific criteria for posting these things, I just go with my feeling and some of the entries are reoccurring experiences not only for me, but for Psychonauts in general. So, I post these things also as materials for comparing psychedelic journeys.
These are the words that confused a lot of therapists, because they may easily be interpreted as being manic ( http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Mania ) or they can be interpreted as losing reality. The latter one is off course true, because for this reality that we live in, this sounds weird or crazy, but this just comes from the creativity of the mind, but most important it comes with childhood memories, but also shows the beautiful things I see in nature. Now I can't describe the work of a bee like I did in this entry, but I do admire nature and in this journey it shows. One more important thing that comes from this entry is the noticeable projection of the believes of others in me. This is something that has bothered me for a while, because there are a lot of people that wanted different things from me and also expected different things from me. And in some entries I can see back the projection and rejection of these believes. This entry is one of my favorites, just because of the description of the bee's :p
Why I called it story of psychosis 1, I really don't know. One thing I know is that I am really amazed of how society and actually most of the people I know is scared of the unknown and of mental illnesses. In my neighborhood where I grew up there where to persons that where schizophrenic / psychotic and I remember how I could not understand why everybody where afraid of talking to them. One of them lived a lone and the other person lived with his family, but in a separate house. With the last person I remember that I had a lot of talks with him when I was I child. And in some of the entries I "see' him back.
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All of what I am telling you right now comes from thoughts that I have created when I was a child. From childhood I was a gatherer! I am a collector of things. I am the one that creates and keeps everything he makes in his head. That's why I know everything, but sometimes just for fun and just to have a nice conversation with you, I play dumb. And the most funny thing is, you actually fall every time for it. As bees to honey, which is the product bees can't keep their tongue to it. They lick the whole thing like they are getting an orgasm. The licking of the honey is the most sensual thing in the Universe! Go watch a bee make love to a flower. You will melt.
I promise you that, that that is what I see when I see a bee sucking pollen and honey out of flowers and that's how I also know how to go down on everybody, because I am the master liquor maker of this century of time. I am the alchemist.
Welcome to my world, my friends. This is my reality!
I am not flying. I am just higher than you all. And I will never let anybody that can read this fly higher than me! Because I am Your Majesty! Alvin Siegfried Leito 1st
@ 5 years old when he told me that I could be this and that at the same time! I just have to believe it! So now I do.
Alvin
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